Tuesday, May 28, 2013

abounding in love.

The Lord loves his children, and often times we don't grasp that in the midst of the chaos life brings. Life is often so fast paced that we don't take the time to notice the moments where that love seems to be abounding exceedingly. We try to fill each day with so much that we don't justify time to solely sit in the presence of the Lord.

Why??

Why don't we take the time to appreciate the moments the Lord brings us to fill us up with the love we need to pour out to the world. Why don't we see those moments as vital in order to bring the lost into the loving arms of Christ. 

We need to fight that instinct.We need to rather take time to stop and be refreshed. We need to have those moments where we are unashamedly basking int he glow of the lords presence, in the embrace of His ever-stretching arms. 

Worship brings me into those moments. Tonight, I remember the sweet sound of the lyrics "there's no place I'd rather be then here in your love". We need to take those moments to just be here in his love. He gives us those moments and we so often pass them by because we don't stop to embrace his outstretched arms. 

I wonder what draws you close into the outstretched arms of our Father. There are so many ways the Lord speaks and shows his love to us. We just need to stop and receive his abounding love. 

Zephaniah 3:17 The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Unique Peace

There comes a season when it is pertinent to live in the moment. It is a time when life spirals in so many different directions, and everything seems to be shifting. I feel like in these times it is easiest to see and appreciate the strategic blessings the Lord has placed in my life for security and stability through uncertainty. Thus in these times I should be constantly on my knees, in awe of the perfect Lord and what good he creates through the rain and storms of life.The good that we sometimes don't see until we glance back.

 There are people and places that God has placed in your life for you to rest in. There are places you call home. When you are there you can be yourself with no pressure to conform or perform up to someone elses standards. These places just bring peace and are full of  people who bring hugs, laughter, and encouragement. Thank you Lord for placing Athens and Strong Rock Camp, my two homes away from home, in my path for such a time as this. 

I always want for the people who make these places home to know how valued they are in my heart. I feel like in seasons of disarray, it's hard to convey this. This is due to the fact that in seasons where things are chaotic it is the easiest to be in need for someone to just listen. Even in those times, I value having knowledge of the lives of those most cherished to me. I long to be in a season of abundance where I can shower the Lord's truth on you, but even when I'm not in that place, I dearly appreciate and love you. 

So always know that when my life seems crazy, I desperately want to know about yours too. Thank you friends for never ceasing to be amazing blessings , even in the chaos friends always bear a special and unique peace. 

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Mold Me.

There is always a reason for the order of events God places in our lives. Even in times when nothing seems to be happening, he is molding us strategically because he is a magnificent Potter and we are the clay.
How is he molding you right now in this season?

It's easy to believe that in some seasons nothing is happening, nothing is significant enough to be molding you. God has a plan though and he doesn't use those seasons to keep us stagnant and far away from his "real plan". I feel like often we think this happens. In these times it's most important to take hold of what God's placed in front of you instead of spending all of your time worrying about the future. He is molding something wonderful, and has amazing plans for you. Later you will look back and see how this season of waiting was in fact a season of intricate molding.

Potter's Wheel By Daniel Bashta

Make me, shape me
into everything
that you want me to be
Make me, and shape me
into everything
that you want me to be

So place me on the potter's wheel,
Spin me until
there's nothing left but you in my life
'Cause brokeness is what I want
to do a work here in my heart
So when you look at me
you see your reflection

So form me, come fashion me
into everything that you want me to be
So form me, come fashion me
into everything that you want me to be and more

Oh, you see your reflection
Oh, you see your reflection

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah



Thursday, March 8, 2012

Lord you're always faithful.

This post is long overdue but I feel like it is necessary to post prior to my Peru trip.

The Lord PROVIDES.
Even in our doubting he provides.
Even in our unbelief he is good, he reigns.
He knows what is absolute best for each of his children.
The Lord cherishes you.
He longs for you to live a life inspired by the passions he's instilled in your heart.

It was a Tuesday in January and I was waiting to hear back from Teach For America.I checked my email early, just in case. I found out that the results were posted-a lot  and I was not chosen. It was quite a heartbreaking moment, because I really put a lot into the whole process, and felt confident that there was no reason why I shouldn't get a position. Needless to say, for a couple of days after that I was quite hard on myself. I had known for sure that was the Lord's plan for me, and was confused as to why it had panned out differently than expected.  The fact that I get to work at camp again was the only thing positive about it.

God why me, again? I constantly thought.  It's just never easy.

The same day I had a Peru meeting, where we would be finding out the total we needed to fund raise in the next two weeks.

 "Great, now I'm not going to get to do this either." I thought. "There's no way I can raise $1300 when all I have right now is $100".

 I thought that going on the trip was just a tease.

So the next night at wesley, I was not in a very worshipful mood to say the least. I pretty much spent the whole service just sitting there. I was not about to be joyful. I was upset and disappointed in myself. One of my friends told me to come see them during the service, so I did. They handed me an envelope and told me to open it whenever- so clearly being in the mood I was in I just went back to my seat with the envelope in my hand. I was not about to open a note that was encouraging- I didn't want to be encouraged, I just wanted to mope. Later on, my friend came over and asked if I had opened the envelope. "No" I said. They encouraged me to open it, so I did. I started reading the encouraging note- though I didn't want to hear the words. Then I opened the second flap of the notebook paper.....




and found a check. I was astonished. I can't be reading this correctly, I thought. Nobody would want to give ME $1000. But wait, it was $1000, and they did want to give it to me. WOW, i didn't know what to say/do.  Even in my doubt the Lord was so faithful. 

I was instantly filled with so much more hope. He knew just the moment when I needed the great encouragement his provision brings. I never thought I'd have a provision story, but now I do. AND it doesn't stop there.

The next week I went to my Peru meeting to find out another person had provided me with $250 for the trip. It wasn't even someone who I know super well. I was becoming more and more confident that I'm supposed to go on this trip.

The next week a friend gave $365, another friend gave $60 and yet another $200. Yes, that means in the course of ONLY 2 WEEKS I went from having $100 for my trip, to having $2060 (and the trip cost was only $1800). Thus, with the $200 I got to bless another team member. 

And I thought the Lord wouldn't provide. What was I thinking.

Now I'm leaving for Peru in the morning, I can't wait to see what the Lord has in store.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

I will climb this mountain with my arms wide open.

A prayer of surrender as the seasons change. It's all you Lord, my arms are wide open. I can only climb this mountain with my heart and life fully surrendered to you....

It's all you Lord. You are my everything in my time of waiting. There is nothing I can do apart from you.  You know I have dreams and passions- because you have placed those in my heart. You wait to reveal yourself beause of the intricacy of your plan. As I have learned so much recently, it is all in your timing.  Please come even closer to me in my waiting.

I know that you have made promises to all of your children. You long for me to draw into deeper communion with you each day. May I thirst for you as a deer thirsts for water. Even when I cannot see I want to be able to say- "Here I a Lord, send me". I don't want to limitations I have for myself to get in the way of the magnificent plan that you have for me.

Teach me how to pray, Father. I know that I don't fully walk in all fot he authority that I can as I pray. I don't spend time praying for big things in confidence. As a new season is on the horizon, I pray that I won't limit myself to little prayers, but will let you consume me and I will pray with trust that you can do more than I could ever ask or imagine. I know you work everything out for the good of those who love you- always. Teach me how to pray more and more each day.

Also, as I get anxious about the future, I desire to press into your Word. This week has made the bible come more alive to me and I want to continue in curiousity of the truth that you have to speak to me in it right now. I know you can encourage me so much in your Word, and I pray that I am receptive to the truth it holds.

For anyone in a season of waiting, I pray that the Lord encourages you today! You are loved and God has so much in store for your life. As life unfolds, don't forget to thank Him for all of the things he does.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Anticipation

When life seems stagnant, it's not for long. Change comes before you're ready, or when you're ready but you don't know how to brace yourself for the different.It's unknown and exciting, but scary too. When you don't know what's next, time seems to be at a stand-still for so long. It seems that anxiety and worry creep up.

But we always need to remember the truth. Everything works together for the good of those who love the Lord. He loves us and is a giving God.

I know the Lord has me, knows my passions, and will not neglect to provide. He has a great plan for my life. It doesn't always look like I want it to at first, but he always uses where im placed to draw me closer to him in different ways. I know he will use this next season for that, wherever I am.

His plan is not always my plan A. Sometimes it is. Either way may He be glorified through me.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Just as the many colors of leaves....

This season reminds me of thankfulness. I can't help but think of the many reasons why I am thankful for the people God has placed in my life for this very season. Here are some things that motivate my heart to nothing but thankfulness...

*random text messages of encouragement, joy, or that just make me smile
*time together, even if the only thing we are doing together is studying
* hugs
*laughter
*free coffee, such a blessing
*taking time out of their busy schedule to spend quality time together doing something we love
* making an effort to check up on me even when I haven't said a word to them in forever
*Enthusiasm
*taking pictures together, painting together, going for walks
*serving- asking if there's anything they can do to help


I feel like I could go on and on writing specific ways that make me feel so much gratitude. I have some of the best friends in the entire world.  Thank you Lord for placing them in my life right now for such a time as this :)